Friday, November 09, 2007

Why do I always have to face it over and over again?
Why can't it have a different ending?
Why it always ended up the same as before...
Why its not just one two times...
Why its been over more than 6 times...
Why... why... why...


Am so sad and hurt and down...
After so long of having no emotion for any girl...
Once more... I fall for the wrong girl...
It always happens...
Why... why... why....

I just don't understand why I always fall for the wrong girl...
Either the girl just broke up,
or the girl is still hanging over her ex,
or the girl just don't like me,
or the girl don't wanna enter another relationship...
Argh!!!
WHY?!?!?!?!!??!!

Sigh... I just guess I have no fate with love...
Or maybe love hates me...
That's why its making me falling for the wrong one...
And ending with myself been hurt only...

I've been so faithful but yet I get no happy ending...
I just don't understand...
Sometimes just wish that I'm a man with no heart...
or that I'm living alone myself away from every human beings...
Everytime told myself not to fall in love ever again...
But STUPID KEVIN!!! You still fall in love...
YOU DUMBASS!!! WHY ARE YOU SO STUPID!!!?!?!??
SIGH~~~!

Yearning for a trip alone out of this world...